I am that one girl who when she gets really angry, she acts like a mad cow. Like a mad man, with their strength (almost). I throw anything i want, no matter how valuable they are. Well, i just threw my laptop and the screen was shaking like a stage 4 parkinson patient. And my windows, no longer that sweet little shiny glass that are so friendly to say hi to sunshine. They're now, cracked windows! I swear i can even punch anyone face right now if i want so. But ya you know to control this anger so that i don't kill people, best way is to lock myself in my room and do whatever satisfies me ie destroy my own room, throw hp, laptop and etc. I know, i am one fuckin' stupid girl ever existed. And i truly hate myself now.